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Thursday, December 24, 2009

time


how long will it take?

clock is always ticking.

Every sec 1 1/2 heartbeat

how many heartbeat?

nobody sees.

i'll always wait for an answer.

until the moment when clouds came back up

dawn breaks through the skies above.

for now i'll be patient.

day, december 25th 2009. 08.00 am

empty

so empty. so empty.

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Baby, I miss you so much..

Baby, this few days had been tough for me,

Its really hard for me to not text u or not to hear your voice this few days,

I really wish that i could just pick up the phone and call you,

but I know I can't, expensive..

during the days, it's okay for me, but during the nights...

Once the moon reaches the highest peak of the sky,

I would always remember the time we texted each other and ignored our sleep.

I remember that many nights I talked to you on the phone,

and it shows how happy we were back then.

I know that not seeing you a few days, and making such a fuss is,

well... not a very good thing..

but deep down in my heart, I've got to tell you this,

I MISS YOU SO GODDAMN MUCH

baby, I do not wish that you falter for this msg,

But i do wish that you know that i miss you so so much.

I know that I lose contact with you for these past few days, 

and it already made me so misss miss  miss you d dear..

I still hope that you are enjoying yourself there=D

I've got very little sleep this few days..

Can't sleep at night, and got to wake up early in the morning..

I can't seem to focus on anything,

I wanted to write this msg as flowery as i could,

but now what's inside my head is juz a blank piece of paper..

I'm sorry dear, but I just wanna write this down  on this blog that I dedicated to you,

to tell you that, I NEED YOU SO MUCH..

You are the best girl=]] and you'll always be^^

remember to smile often^^

I love you~

-Nick-

Saturday, December 5, 2009

its prom dear=)

the dress i bought for you~
baby~
nice right?~
you and me~
hehehehe~

I love my girlfriend.

Girlfriend.
Girlfriend.
Girlfriend.
Girlfriend.
And girlfriend.


xD
=D
=P
=]

I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her I love her.

I just love her that much.=D

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

TA-DA

Its a 50 dollars xD

The Life of me and Libby

First we meet up,

Then we team up,
When we buck up,
Finally we match up.

When I look down,
I always feel so down,
you will always come down,
To tell me not to feel down.

When you turn back and left,
I always wonder whats left,
Felt like being left,
I never wanna turn left.

When I look right,
Nothing seems right,
You told me whats right,
Everything feels right.

Once again I look up,
You are far up,
I need to catch up,
So once again, we can suit up.



A-Z how I love you~

A is for A new couple~

B is for Baby~
C is for Crazily in love with Libby~
D is for Dear~
E is for Eternity with my baby~
F is for Fucking happy being with her~
G is for Gorgeous baby~
H is for Honey baby~
I is for I love you~
J is for Just for you~
K is for Kids are Edward Leon Alexa and Alice~
L is for Love for you~
M is for My baby~
N is for Nicholas and Libby~
O is for O my gosh! you're so hot!~
P is for Pappy and Mummy~
Q is for Quest for nicholas to get libby~
R is for Rock and roll~
S is for Sweet sweet dear baby~
T is for Tan and Lee~
U is for U and U only~
W is for We are one~
X is Xoxo~
Y is for You You You~
Z is for Zap! marriage day! xD
Yay!~
now i know my ABC can you sing along with me xDDDDD

Guess what is this?

Prom~

look like a love shape ^^
i like this=D
smile baby smile~
LOVE YOU=D
How pretty she is...

I love her so much =D

Friday, November 20, 2009

A night to remember

Moonlight are blue, eye lashes are black,

and a hand holding a wonderful bag.
Never knew you were this beautiful,
watching you all day till my eyes turn blue.

Thin, brown, smooth silky hair,
Born with a hair better then Tony Blair,
Its none other than you my baby girl,
That would be the one under my curl.

Baby, baby, baby, Libby,
Always makes me feel so Libby.
I've always love to be with Libby,
Just like the day I got Libby.

Tables are served,
Lights went dim from ceiling above,
A night installed to my mind to remember,
Feels like my love for you will lasts forever.

A walk with you in a hall filled with love,
decorated with lots of Christmas doves.
Sang to you songs we both love,
another day for the lovely couple doves.

The clock tower shows that its almost midnight,
This is where you shine crazily bright,
Nearing myself to your lovely lips,
This night ended with a perfect kiss.

Sunday, November 15, 2009

You are the one

A night that I can't close my eyes,

it stays open big and wide,
Just like the shining stars are bright,
baby, will you be there tonight?

Pillow, beds, speakers and bolster,
Which one can help me sleep better?
Baby, baby, tell me which can help me rest,
For all I know, you are always the best.

Dark brown hair, dark brown eyes,
A skin as white as snowy ice,
If a bet was placed on Nicholas' dice,
Libby will always come out twice.

Memories often goes front and back,
they can never be store in a sack,
If I made you leave and pack,
I will always win you back.

One day you can't find a wedding gown,
In the middle of a Christmas town,
Baby, baby, please don't frown,
I will always be around.




Monday, November 9, 2009

Confession

My heart drowned in a pool of blood,

feelings smeared in the faces of mud,
My imaginary world is crumbling,
crawling in the body of a weakling.

Skies filled with sadness and despair,
there aren't enough time for me to repair,
Nightmares I never thought that will come true,
killing it softly with bottles of brew.

Life with you have been like canyon and hills,
the shattered pieces of my heart are hard to heal.
Living in a world where time stood still,
Waiting for one day that my soul would seal.

Hills of our time hits beyond the skies above,
just like a flying rainbow couple dove.
Every memory that becomes awfully dull,
can always be repent by a sense of cheerful smile.

Baby, I don't ever want you to get hurt,
just because of this stupid turd.
Forgive me baby for I will get the stars from heavens above,
to grant the circle of life to this lovely dove.

I'm sorry baby..

Sunday, October 25, 2009

Board of Directors


Chief Executive Officer

Nicholas Tan Kah Seng

Nicholas is the founder of BMV company. A Motor Vehicle visionary tech, Full-Spec car engineering and business strategy planner. He graduated from University of Pennsylvania: Wharton at the year 2015. He got his MBA after his graduation from his university He started off working as a business merger in BMW co. He merges BMW co. With Mercedes co. The merging of the two company came out with a new brand of car. BWMercs. After the merging of the two company, the demand for the BWMercs sky-rocket the peak of the car industry market within weeks. His talent towards business are well known towards the world. After 10 years working in the company, he resign and went to work in his mother’s office for 3 years. After the influence and support from his family, he decided to start his own company at his hometown. BMV was found in 2030. He then sign a partnership with few of his long lost college friends and his family members. The business in the company rapidly raise. Due to the his leadership towards his team of people, the business now stand as one of the fastest car customizer in history.

Libby is specialize in Nutrition and Marketing, after achieving her double degree in 2012, she furthered her studies at the University of Cambridge. She achieved her MBA soon after. She’s been working in Microsoft as an accountant for 5 years. She then became a professor in the University of Harvard for 6 years. At 2029, Nicholas requested her to be one of the directors in his company due to her excellent performance in her duties. As a Head of the Marketing Department, she’s been bringing in loads of sales into the company. 70% of BMV company’s client is being introduce into the company by her. She had created a new way to market the product internationally. She uses the “My Way” marketing strategy to present to all of BMV’s client. A new marketing strategy. It is a strategy where it create an attention in public by posting electronic advertisement and deployed robots to explain to consumer about the product on sale. This gives an impact to the client of the advantage of the BMV’s customize car. Her outstanding performance brings forth the new consumerism into a new era of understanding the importance and the value of buying a self customize car. A total of $131,230,21 was spent on the advertisements, and making a total of $10,501,321,631 in return.

Chief Financial Officer

Natalie Tan Kar Yee

After graduating from Monash University at 2018, she carries a Masters in accounting certificate as recognition. She’s been working in her mother’s company, Ong Yoke Lin co. For more than 10 years. Her experience for accounting is beyond limit. After hearing that her brother, Nicholas is going to start a company by his own, she volunteer to take part as his Chief Financial Officer. For more than 10 years of working experience and masters in accounting, she got the post as a Chief Financial Officer. A total of 3 accountants has been fired by her after she had audited the accounts of the company and found that these accountant has been trying to fraud the money in her mum’s company.

She was arrested several times by the federal government on the suspect of fraud, but her determination and self-preservation she was pleaded no guilty and the real fraudster was then reveal under heavy investigation by the law enforcement.

Head of Research and Development

Tan Boo Yeong

Graduated from Yale University after getting a double degree, liquid research and expert in engineering in 2014. He then furthered his studies about liquid research engineering in University of Oxford. And graduated with his PHD in liquid engineering in the year 2020. 8 years of working experience under his father’s company. He won a noble prize in the year 2026 for creating a new solution as a petroleum to run a motor vehicle and an environment friendly solution. Hentageon. In the year 2028, He accidentally created a new lubricant engine solution. After he receive a contact from Nicholas to join his partnership. In the year 2031, he joined. His research helped a lot in the development of the engine and the liquid involve in building the car.

Chief of Engineering Sector

Cheah Ui Kee

Ui Kee specialized in Engine engineering. His expert for engineering skill is beyond limit. The company mainly focus on car customizing. He brings out the best and the highest potential towards the car performance and outlooks. He was graduated from the University of Waterloo in the year 2016. He’s got his masters in Engineering skills. Every engine that he creates has a different kind of characteristics. “xyz=m(x)+ cz” was an equation he created that won the noble price in year 2023. The equation explains about the speed and the distance of the car. After working in an engineering firm for more than 11 years, he was recruited by his long lost friend, Nicholas into his partnership. After working as the head of engineering sector in BMV, he discovered a new engine by using his equation. The “MTX-180” and created an engine that accelerate beyond the speed of sound. He won a second noble prize. The business in BMV also became greatly appreciate. The customization of the new car and equipment became one and only parts in the world. Ui Kee as the head of engineering sector, has bring a big step of improvement in the era of technology in the world.

Head of IT Department

Ronald Tan Huai Sheng

During his University Years in University of Harvard, He created a new software that enchance the software programme for engineering purpose. He also won a noble prize for creating the “XF-programme 31”. After achieving a master degree and a double degree in IT and Economy in 2017, he was hired by Microsoft to help in research. Being in Microsoft for 12 years, he radiply created many different kind of computers and software. Microsoft has already rise in sales because of Ronald’s research. He agreed to join Nicholas’ partnership in BMV company.

Being in the BMV company, He had rapidly raise the company’s name by using his knowledge and his research to help in the building of the structured car. He is also one of the directors that brings up the name of BMV.

Saturday, October 10, 2009

baby I love you

baby, you're the best.

Thank you for being my girl.
Never wanna have a better one.
Never wanna dream of something else.
I just wanna be with you.
baby, be my angel=]

Monday, October 5, 2009

One day outing with you

The shirt you asked me to remember~ i remember~ xD
This is how we call the waiter...
Delicious right baby?=D
guess where?? bubba gum!!! =D
My baby and I~


One day outing together with my baby~ i feel dam nice=D
On that day itself we spent more then 50 bucks on 1 person meal in Bubba Gum. I can say the food there are super delicious man=]] Someday I wanna go there again. Its expensive though... Maybe I have to reconsider^^

One hell out of an outing with my baby=]]
Thank you dear~

Sunday, September 27, 2009

Sorry

After the accident, I was DAMN fortunate to walk away from it. A few cuts and scratches, and I'm still runnin'. Walking away with a 2nd chance was something I was so freaking lucky for. But someone I love didnt had that chance. Edward. My dad gave me a 5 hour talk as a deserved punishment for causing such a heavy lesson. I've realize that I've caused so much trouble to people around me. 3 of my sister worrying for me while I was sitting at the hospital getting healed. Nat didn't even wanna talk to me after the accident. Many of my friends called me that day and worried about me. Thank you all. I wanna thank James for staying over night at the hospital to accompany me. I really really wanna thank my baby for spending lots of money texting me throughout the night and calling me to accompany me kill the boredum in the hospital. She wanted to come visit me at the least but couldn't make it due to some house chores to do. I do not blame her. I hope she doesn't feel bad either. Its a really great treasure to have such a great girlfriend. Thank you baby. The accident didn't really leave a grieve for long. All I know is that, the day after the incident, Everyone was cool with it. Unfortunately the car have to be written off by some authorities. I've cost so many people to worry about me and Rm10000 worth of damage. My elder cousin sis was crying the shit out of her, and my Uncle was so worried for me too. I feel very guilty for putting the people I love just because of that 5 minutes incident.


I was so very fortunate to be alive to see all the people I love again and to actually talk to them. I'm very fortunate to have this 2nd chance to live once again. I had a loved one who didn't. As my father was talking about him. I couldn't stop crying. It was most loved cousin brother, Edward. He never had his 2nd chance in life. He has now departure from this unhappy world. He left back a lesson to us all that I've just broke last Saturday. I'm sorry Edward. I'm truly sorry for my actions. I've never been so careless before. I just couldn't control myself. I believe I owe my baby an apology too. She once had a dream that I died in an accident and only have 3 days to talk to her on the phone in a dream. She was crying while she told me this over the phone. I couldn't bare feeling sad and happy. She made me promised her that I wont die in an accident. But I've almost broken that promise. I'm sorry my dear. I'm sorry that I've almost broken it. I promise you that this wouldn't happen again. And I'm really thankful that your mum approach me to ask about my condition. I've never felt this much love before.

As I'm typing this post now, I couldn't stop feeling sad. So many things that had happened and I've cost so many people to shed tears. I'm so sorry all my loved ones. I truly am. I hope anybody up there can listen to me and hear my sorries, listen to my prayers to all my love ones. They are the best. I don't really deserve to be in the family. I've hurt so many of them. They forgave my actions. Thank you all. And I wanna give my sincere apology to the people that I've promise and vow to live. Edward, My family and Libby. Thank you.

I'm sorry for all the heart that I shattered, all the tears I've made all of you shed, the scars that I've left, and all the sorrows that lies between your heart.
My sincerest apology, My love.

Sorry...

Rough day

It all started while I was on the phone, and I sped through the highway. And tragic happen, right in front of my eyes. The fright of my life. I drive approximately 10-120 km per hour, the car went out of control, and rush into the devider, and somersault in the air twice and then WHAM!
This is what i see after crawling out from the vehicle.
Enjoy><
The car went upside down
Shattered glass on the floor
Wow.. I'm lucky..
After bringing to the workshop
look at the windscreen
Bent tyres
Broken windshield
tyre went out of shape.






Had to spend a night in hospital. TT but it was cool thou, 1st class room><><
Rough day huh? =]

Friday, September 25, 2009

I'm Vain too=D

Is it nice?=D
More~
I like this! =D


For you my baby~=D

Wth..

Look at the time!!! so late TT and Guess what are we doing?? x]
Playing this><


Quite frustrated for taking more then an hour to finish the game thou =/ btw, Aaron won. Lucky bastard. I 2nd><

Thursday, September 24, 2009

incident

It all started when i was in pyramid with sato and ji yuan, it appear that Sato just lost his job and he need somebody to be with him. After I went there I saw my baby=DDD which makes me happy=D (Well i already know she's there xD *texting* ). It appears my presence there made my baby happy too =D I'm so glad I was there=DDDD. I continue to look for Sato. After a 15 min talk at McD, we drove off to asia cafe and thought that we could at least have some drink or something to eat, but end up playing pool.Wth. Well guess what? I couldn't focus much anyway=[ i dunno why. End up having dinner at SS2 with Aaron and his mum. Then I dunno why, we came back to pyramid. Its hard to find parking there because of Black eye peas concert, but we manage to find one thou=D and the door nearest to the parking space, leads us to this place>< This is where the shipments were dropped by big trucks=)
Another picture of it>< A huge garbage can!><


We wanted to go to redbox, but end up finding the price a little more then we expected, we leave. After a 30 min looking for car park, we left in like minutes><><>< baby="D">
I dunno why the hell I went snooker with Sato at 1 Am... WTH that was SUPER LONG.. I complaint to my baby and was whining like hell>< finger="D