how long will it take?
clock is always ticking.
Every sec 1 1/2 heartbeat
how many heartbeat?
nobody sees.
i'll always wait for an answer.
until the moment when clouds came back up
dawn breaks through the skies above.
for now i'll be patient.
day, december 25th 2009. 08.00 am
Baby, this few days had been tough for me,
Its really hard for me to not text u or not to hear your voice this few days,
I really wish that i could just pick up the phone and call you,
but I know I can't, expensive..
during the days, it's okay for me, but during the nights...
Once the moon reaches the highest peak of the sky,
I would always remember the time we texted each other and ignored our sleep.
I remember that many nights I talked to you on the phone,
and it shows how happy we were back then.
I know that not seeing you a few days, and making such a fuss is,
well... not a very good thing..
but deep down in my heart, I've got to tell you this,
I MISS YOU SO GODDAMN MUCH
baby, I do not wish that you falter for this msg,
But i do wish that you know that i miss you so so much.
I know that I lose contact with you for these past few days,
and it already made me so misss miss miss you d dear..
I still hope that you are enjoying yourself there=D
I've got very little sleep this few days..
Can't sleep at night, and got to wake up early in the morning..
I can't seem to focus on anything,
I wanted to write this msg as flowery as i could,
but now what's inside my head is juz a blank piece of paper..
I'm sorry dear, but I just wanna write this down on this blog that I dedicated to you,
to tell you that, I NEED YOU SO MUCH..
You are the best girl=]] and you'll always be^^
remember to smile often^^
I love you~
-Nick-
Girlfriend.
Girlfriend.
Girlfriend.
Girlfriend.
And girlfriend.
